Yep! You've heard me. Am I going to tell you right away what it is? NOPE! c: It's Payle's cheap way of saying "why not read it yourself" I will give you a hint though *cough* It's in my personal life. I realized I haven't updated in a while, so I imagine it's time! c; So, ladies, gentlemen alike, sit back and enjoy yet another installment of my rarely posted journals.

Art Stuffs

I've actually been fairly busy trying to get this whole art thing into my hands. The situation is fairly tough and time consuming, but I really DO want to better my hobby into something so awe-inspiring that fellow watchers of my account would also try to better themselves. I've always contemplated on whether or not I want to be a higher up artist like some of the people I follow, but in the end, all I seek is friendship and to be an inspiration. That means a lot more in my path of being an artist more than fame. That being said, I'm currently working on landscaping and now am making multiple pieces which I will post on the last day of every month, whether they are WIPS, Scraps, or completely finished. I wanna get my art out there.

Future Works and Commissions

First off, huge "Thank You" for and for commissioning me! I had been in a rut when it came to paying for my premium membership myself, and in turn, I got perfectly timed commissions. In the meantime, as I wait for more commissioners, I need to update my future works and start trimming down my already bulbous list. I hope you enjoy what I have in store for you!

Fur Days

Fur Days has been on a complete halt for a few months now but rest assure it will get done. I'm looking for more people to join the Fur Day crew. If you want to contribute, please note me -- I WILL find something that you can do (hopefully). Fur Days is a major project that I hope will capture a lot of viewers, thus -- I wanna make sure that what I do can impact people.

Personal Life

Sooo~! I'm sure some of you skipped ahead to just read this little snippet (if your curiosity is anything like mine) to see just what I have to say. So, bad news first, okay? I've been out of a job for almost a year (since October), and so has my mate. He's been searching for a job and I've been trying to do what I can to earn money (being an artist isn't easy) no matter how big or small. Our funds are slowly dwindling and we can't continue to afford things at this rate (we have medications and I've been having to get my teeth checked and recently had to visit the hospital for more refills of my current medication). But ONTO THEBEST NEWS EVER! My one year anniversary since starting this relationship with my dearest Matthew has come and gone.

We began our relationship on April 15th in the year of 2013. That being said, he was my best friend before hand and the one who was always there for me the most. We had met on the internet (of course), and friendship blossomed into something completely amazing. We decided to venture the chance, but due to heartbreaks, I couldn't bare to get into a relationship again without knowing who he was. On July 2nd, 2013, a year ago from today, marks the most important thing in my life; I met Matthew for the first time.

The 3 days we spent together were the funnest I've ever spent with anyone for a long while. We went to the beach, I showed him the aquarium, he got to meet my longtime awesome friend and in all, it was just super fun being in his company. It showed me just how much I've changed and for the better, and that there IS that special someone out there, and I had him right next to me.

Since then, I've moved out and now reside in his household with his family and most importantly Matthew himself. It's been a crazy adventure, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you, Matthew, I'm so glad you came into my life and made my everything!